is baat ka matlab pooch ke dil tod diiya tumne

kuch der toh mujhe mere shayar hone pe naaz karne detii.....~~~!!

jawaab...

ab dheere dheere nasha tootne laga hai
kuch hai jo samajh mein aa raha hai..
kuch hai jo chootne laga hai...

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achi baat hai waqt pe neend khulna..
koi behoshi se mehroom rehne laga hai..
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mana ke doosra naam hai kashmakash zindagi ka..
par mera zameer ab kuch jawaab dene laga hai...
dil todne ki saza kya hai, mein janta nahi
par haan, zindagi ke maine koi samajhne laga hai

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aitraaz...!!

nazrein padne ki baat karte ho,
aur khamoshi pe bhi aitraaz karte ho..
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jab jaante ho ki ishq hai
toh kyun yeh sawaal har bar karte ho
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'ghr mujhe samajhte ho toh is khamoshi ko bhi samjho
warna chod-do karne, jo daave baar baar karte ho...!!!

sabab ! ! ! ! !

meri har kahani ka ik sawaal se shuru hona...
aur harbaar....
kahani khatam hone se pehle uska alvida kehna..
meri kitaab ka sabab tha

sawaal yeh bhi hai ke kasoor kiska tha ....
mere shayar hone ka ya aashiq hone ka.

agr kuch paak hone ka mujhe yakee'n hai toh woh thi meri niiyat...
fitrat uski mein kya tha, yeh toh mehfil usse pooche...
mujhe pyaar karne se kabhi fursat na mili...
taqdeer meri mein kya tha, yeh toh koi khuda se pooche....


jawaab milne ka intezaar karna bemane sa hoga.....
sawaal hi pooch loon, kahani muqammal ho jayegi...
aur kitaab, jaise hi khatam hogi paigaam jaari ho jayega...!!!

woh shaks.....

woh shaks kaisi baat karta hai...

aankhein aisi jaise sharaab ka pokhar ho..
bahar chhalakne ko jiska
ik ik katra tarasta hai...

andaaz-e-guftaar pe itna yakee'n
ke hazaron jannatein thukraane ki baat karta hai..

bas har do pal mein hoton ka sookhna ik paheli hai..
ke zehan mein jiske ik samandar basta hai...

ik nazar bharke dekhna diwana karde jiska..
aisa kaatil batao kis gaon mein basta hai..

woh shaks kaisi baat karta hai....

lehrein toh har taraf se uthne lagi hain

tu yeh bata ke tufaa'n kidhar se aayega..!!!

nafrat karne ka hunar seekh hi liya unhone...
asar ho raha hai kisi ki duaaon ka shayad
khush hai mehfil ke faasle bad rahe hain yahaan...
khatam hone ko hai ab koi silsila shayad...!!! 

koshish...!!!!

har kisi ki kuch likhne ki koshish hai...
kisi ki shayar banne...toh
kisi ki shayar dikhne ki koshish hai..
ban alfaaz ashkon ki...
kagaz pe bikharne ki koshish hai...

samajhne ki... kuch samjhane ki koshish hai....
har sawaal ka apna sa jawaab paane ki koshish hai...

bargad ke patton ki tarah..parindon  se mohabbat karne ki koshish hai...
ke ghir ke bikharne ke darr se
patjhad se aankh churane ki koshish hai...

har kisi pe dosh lagane ki aadat hai shayad
har shaam kisi ilzaam se bachne ki koshish hai

bahut ho gaya sabr ka imtehaa'n
pathar dil ban ke zakhm ab dene ki koshish hai.
apna begana begana apna
ab is kashmakash se nijaat pane ki koshish hai

itni uljhano mein giraftaar hoke mujhe jeena nahi aata
ab khud se milne ki koshish hai
ye kissa kyamat karne ki koshish hai
samajhne ki...kuch samjhaane ki koshish hai
har sawaal ka apna sa jawaab pane ki koshish hai...!!!

har shaam naya chaand...!!!

jab jab aaine se rubaroo hota hoon
aksar apni aankhon se ik sawaal karta hoon...
ke kitni napak aur kitni be-imaan hain yeh
har shaam ik naye chaand pe theher jaati hain
insaniyat se kauson door..kitni bad-kirdaar hain yeh....
najane kitni hi nazron ko thaga hai ab tak..
najane kitne hi toote dilon ki gunahgaar hain yeh..
har sham ik chaand pe ja theher jaati hain.....!!!!!!

meri khidki se zindagi badi chhoti si lagti hai
par najane kyun teri khidki se zindagi....zindagi lagti hai..!!!

toh samajhti hoon...!!!

woh pal kaise the... mein jaanti nahi
woh khushi kaisi thi... mein jaanti nahin
par ab samajhdar ho gayi hoon...toh samajhti hoon
ke guzre pal khud ko kabhi duhraate nahin hain...!!!!

choti hoti toh... shayad tasveer dekh ke hi jee leti un palon ko
choti hoti toh....shayad tasveer dekh kar hi jee leti un palon ko
par ab samajhdar ho gayi hoon..toh samajhti hoon
ke tasveerein kabhi zinda nahin hua karti

woh sparsh kaisa tha mein janti nahi
woh aankhon mein chamak kaisi thi mein  janti nahin
ab samajhdar ho gayi hoon...... toh samajhti hoon
ke kuch log humesha ke liye bahut door chale jaya karte hain

kaash ke mein us kal me jaa pati
aur jaa ke us waqt ko ik sadi ke liye rok leti
par ab samajhdar ho gayi hoon .....toh samajhti hoon ke
khyalon aur haqeeqat mein ik gehra faasla hua karta hai...

toh koi shikayat hai toh yeh  ke
kyun mein samajhdar ho gayi hoon
aur...kyun mein sab samajhti hoon.....!!!

kaash ke tasveeron mein zinda hone ka hunar hota...

toh zindagi najane kitni baar khud ko dohraati...!!!!!!

Ea manzil tu bana le chahe jinti bhi doori mujhse....
yaad rakh ke shaam hone se pehle terra darwaza khatkhataunga...!!!

is duniya mein sapnon ki unchi unchi imaratein hain...
darta hoon kahin hawaien tez na ho jayein...........!!!!!!!!

kallam toot gayi, syaahi sookh gayi, phir kaagaz bhi geela ho gaya...
aur hum pe ye ilzaam aa gaya
ke humne woh dastaan nahi likhi...!!!!

main hairaa ho gaya jab toofaa  ne mujhse mere ghar ka raasta poocha...
phir khyaal aaya ki kal dua mein teri khair maangi thi......!!!!!!!! 

mujhe manzil se vaasta nahin...

kaafile mein meri jagah ban jaye ...

yehi kaafi hai......................!!!!!!!!!

jawaab dekar sawaal ka matlab poochna
achchi baat nahi saahil

kashmakash....!!

ik naye manzar ki aur badta ja raha hoon mein
rok raha hoon kadam..par nakaam khud ko paa raha hooon mein..

dooriyan kaayam rahein mein khush hoon...
par faasle bhi kam kiye jaa raha hoon mein

duniya walon ki niyat se wakif bhi hoon..
fir bhi zamane ko nazrandaaz kiye ja raha hoon mein

mitti udkar aankhon mein pad jati hai aksar..
adhkhuli aankhon se hi safar tayy karta ja raha hoon mein

shayad us aur toofaan utha hi na ho...
aur lehron se ladta jaa raha hoon mein

ik kashmakash mein giraftar ho gaya hoon mein
bin patvar ki kashti pe sawaar ho gaya hoon mein

ab lehron ke hath manzil ka hai faisla
har lehar humsafar bana raha hoon mein..

manzil kareeb ho na ho, main jaanta nahi
par khud se door hota jaa raha hoon mein..
khud se door hota ja raha hoon mein...!!!

mere ghar ko mehal kehne walon..
mere ghar mein jhaank ke dekho..
mere ghar ka har shaks...
har deewar ko pakad ke khada hai...!!!

abhi samjhe hi the unki pehli baat ka matlab...
ke woh ik kahani keh gaye......
aur mehfil chhod ke bhi chale gaye..!!